Schtuff

So I am sick as a dog on this Chantrix stuff BUT I have quit smoking because of it. Also packing on the poundage as I usually do when I quit. Ugh.

All this wedding talk and its really hitting me, I'm alone. Thank goodness there won't be a church part to the wedding, I would so hate to walk down the aisle alone to be seated. Sit through it all alone. I'm going to dread the picture part, standing by myself with the kids for the family picture. Trying to pay for stuff. Trying to make the right decisions on stuff. Alone sucks. I was a duo for 33 years, this just isn't right. But, I'm thinking fireworks at the engagement party, they're legal where I live, lol, maybe that will liven shit up.

It's been this many jobs since I haven't been hired: 3.

The poison ivy has started to clear up thank goodness!

I'm sooooooooooo bored. Janet do NOT say it. "Only boring people get bored". Yeah I know and yes I'm boring. sigh.

Botox party, my house.

I'm reading a hilarious book: The Clapper. Alternately trying to get through the Suze Orman books which is depressing as all hell so I think it's a good balance.

Sadness

Robert got his deployment date: November 5th, for 7 months.

Tagged

I've been tagged by fondofsnape: you're supposed to go to billboards top 100 and pick five songs from the year you turned 18 and write something about them.

1973
1. Half-Breed by Cher (cause Cher and I have the same teeth).
2. Killing Me Softly by Roberta Flack (learned it on the guitar, my first finger picked 8 part strum).
3. Angie by the Rolling Stones (dude, it was the STONES)
4. The Night the Lights Went Out in Georgia by Vicki Lawrence (I love a story song).
5. Will It Go Round In Circles by Billy Preston (made you sound soooooooo wise).

There.

Something worth writing about

Got a call Sunday morning from my son Kurt telling me he's engaged. Now I hope they don't mind me using the picture, but they did email it to me right? So please meet my soon to be daughter in law Jen. Isn't she gorgeous? And luckily that smile is always around.